Did I die and not realize, is this purgatory, is this hell?
You see no longer can I in this life find a way to tell
I asked you to talk with, to be a friend for this recluse
Ever after always did you say there was but a simple excuse
To leave me waiting at the shore thinking you'd be right there
When in fact you stayed at home and I could find nowhere
In which a friend was there for me when I was crying tears
Feeling as if I am forever trapped and will experience years
Of watching one by one as you all go live your separate life
And leave me here all alone to ponder over this sharp knife
Yet, if I am truly dead and there shall be nothing mo
As a nymph in the water
Lurking amongst the shallows
Growing without gravity
Unaware of the lands above
Preparation all internal
Waiting patient for the day
When finally the land is sought;
Crawling up this chosen reed
Tasting the air and greeting the sun
Slowly released and emerging
Now transformed and thus reborn
With dragonfly wings drying
Flight leaves behind the former shell;
A heart forms above the waters
So love can renew the cycle
With eggs placed beneath the ripples
Of the pond that was once called home
Introduction to the Wanderer by Sedjmier, literature
Literature
Introduction to the Wanderer
"How far. The journey hasn't ended yet, I still have far further to travel. Often I felt the question to this searching to lie in the beginning, the start of my turmoil. However, the longer I spend delving into those memories the further cracked and shattered they become. The splintering has been following me so attentive of late...This Despair!"
With that the log upon which the sojourner sat released a long protracted shuttering crack, dust and detritus fell upon the now withering undergrowth. At this he looked about himself worriedly, rapidly putting his tattered journal back into the worn and weathered rags about his body. As he stood the
as the seconds pass on the hour
turning and churning
beating the heart of the mountains
whispered musing in forest leaves
flowing and growing
babbling the throat of the river
anguished screams in fire's rage
these seconds yielding to the minute
as chaotic visions yield to change
inevitable and resolute
Time does things, but healing wounds it does not.
This place is my secret place on the internet.
A place few people experience I realize, a place I can call mine own.
Even if it's just for me to read back through.
Even if I use it for memories.
For I am still here.
And I'm going.
Nowhere.
This recent 100,000,000th deviation thing is kinda crazy to think about. I mean it seems almost like I could turn around and find myself sitting back in that first computer lab when I was introduced to this place. And still even after all this time it's really the same, a great place to post and look at art.
so it's been ages, as always I'm slow to update and work on my art, but I have some new toys and gizmo gadgets and inspirations to hopefully get me to actually work on more.
oh and HDR photo imagery is awesome